the excruciating reality

as i was checking my fb on regular basis yesterday, my high school friend, roystance has made some reality check statement in his status update.

'never argue with an idiot, they will drag you down to their level and then beat you with experience.'

he made his point. i like, i like, i like. but what kind of person can be labeled as an idiot really?its subjective.

nevertheless, i really need to reconstruct myself and focus on my life. i believe we all have to.
(except for the lovestruck im feeling now, cant get him out my head =))

thats all folks.

\m/ incubus rocks!!heh..

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