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the not so fresh beginning

1st of all, i broke up with my 2 years boyfriend.no comment.
2ndly,i need a new car.

before that, this girl is trying so hard thinking how to save money that she spent almost 1k per month.(rolling on the bed, sighing, and crapping about it all the time with her friends, yes, its not working)

my mom wont let me get a new car, trust me. (she cant trust her daughter, i think.)

i have been missing my old friends.yes,i really do.

and...mostly, my little sister.she's 12 years old and i am going to be 21 years old very soon.

and yes, this is the latest post after 2 years.

cheers!!

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